Doodlee dee doo dum

GEEZ!

2011-12-30T15:57:00.002+08:00

It has been a LONG time I have not been posting up on this blog. I guess I don't see the whole point why I should? Or I guess in other words, i could not be bothered? Sometimes I do wonder though, would it be SO WRONG for me to actually update this blog and pretty much tell the whole world about my life? Hmmm to post or not to post?

2012 is closing up... I could possibly might do just that :)

12.05.2011

2011-05-12T08:29:00.000+08:00

...and it has been a year

Cold feet

2011-05-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings

Hope everyone had a good day. Mine went quite alright i should say. Better than any other working days I had. My boss wasn't much on my ass like he always is and somehow he was quite... to his sense? If only he's like that MOST of the time.

Just incase you're wondering why my title is cold feet... its because, my feet is cold (ha-ha?)

I'm waiting for a particular person to get on skype right now -_- so i'm bumming my time typing whatever here... Just because...

Trying not to doze off like I always do. *yawn*

Oh man this is such a pointless post.

You've just wasted your time reading this :p apologies for that. I'll stop for now.

Good night. Hope tomorrow's a better day than better.

Oh there you are on skype! :) Off I go

Bittersweet

2011-05-04T08:29:00.002+08:00

Good morning Wednesday.

Here I am back at the office, feeling... sad. Yes, sad. Was on the other side a few days back to visit my baby *BIG SMILES* and flying back was hard, until now. I'm still breathing in everything. I've never thought it would make me this weak. Now, you know who my strength is. Baby, its you.

Don't you sometimes feel like things are just so unfair? How people tend to look at you like you're a killer or something, looking at you with disgust or worse enough not bother or don't want to look at you at all. Apparently that's what I'm feeling at the moment. I'm walking with my head up and a smile to cover me up but inside, I feel heavy. Not saying I'm not happy, I am, extremely, too happy and I wish it to be that way, without anyone or anything to kill that.

...

April 2011

2011-04-25T08:35:00.002+08:00

Good morning Brunei and wherever you are...

I've forgotten about this blog, yet, again. Only remembered it until she mentioned about it and I had to reset my password coz apparently I've forgotten what it was -_-

So nothing much has happened except my partner is way over there and I'm here and we're pretty much dealing with it. sigh. It's hard at times we we can't get that in the way... I'll be seeing YOU this weekend though. Yay! Although not much shopping can be done, I'm broke! BIG SIGH for that.

I had to pay my broadband, was my mistake of not paying it for 3 months so I've to pay it off. Nyeh.

I'll be away for the weekend and will hit back to the office on the 4th... Next weekend, I am so gonna have a garage sale with my housemate! Gonna sell off my drawings. Hopefully people would buy it though :s

God, If only I get money just that easily. Then again, I'm sure I'm not the only one who wishes so, right.

Okay I'm babbling non sense. I'm at work now. Gotta go and do something.

Laters.

It's been too long

2010-06-11T18:18:00.002+08:00

Yes, another delay. So much of trying to be an interesting blogger. Been pretty caught up with things. Good and bad. Then again, people go through that and they'd have the time to post their stuff. Now why couldn't I? Because... I'm such a lazy bum bum. A procrastinator as how my friend, Hazel would say.

Latest update: I've been doing good. Unexpectedly happy. Happy and scared at the same time. On a roller coaster ride of a relationship. I keep telling myself, everything will be alright. If things are meant to happen then they're meant to happen, right? But as for now, I'm happy on what I have. I'm smitten. You got me.

Have a good Friday people. Till then.

Everyday is a winding road~

2010-03-15T12:03:00.002+08:00

Apparently this word apparently is over used by, apparently me. OK, that sounded... annoying.

It's 12pm and finally it's quiet. It was pretty much hectic this morning, phones couldn't stop ringing. People calling reporting about them doing the fire alarm test, something about bush fire, ambulance call; someone fainted and etc. Please, no more. Thank you.

Hopefully everyone's Monday is going on well? =)

I've this thing in mind... Youtube! Apparently, I've an account there for god knows how long it has been! BUT there're just 2 videos of... Boringness :/ Hmm... what should I do...

*Thinking away*

and It's picture time

2010-03-10T13:35:00.002+08:00

Picture 1) Us, In Bali
Picture 2) Us, with our things in our room, In Bali... Yes, not messy indeed
Picture 3) A rough sketch of... this?

ola

2010-03-10T11:34:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings... Hope everyone's doing well.

I'm on medical leave since last night and shit I'm bored to death. Apparently I've been in bed the whole day yesterday. I had a hard time waking up because my chest was hurting so bad and breathing was also painful for me, so I had it checked on the night. Doctor said it's possibly just the muscles but I had an xray for it today and will come back for the result next week. I think It's nothing though.

I realized I didn't post any of the Bali pictures! OK, will try and post it later. Right now I'm just too lazy to reach for my bag and grab my hand-drive for the pictures. Will upload it SOON!

I think I'm gonna continue on doodling on the big 'canvas' now. laters :)

5 more days?

2010-02-16T11:17:00.002+08:00

A very good morning to YOU.

So, I've about 5 more days to go till... BALI...!!! I was excited about it when my friend gave me the link to the website of the villa that we'll be staying in. It looked AWESOME! We have our own private pool :) Can't wait.

As for Singapore... I'm not so sure yet because apparently, I'll be DEAD broke when I do get the flight ticket AND It's hard for me to take leave in March and then there's that KL trip by the end of March and I'm still thinking if I'm able to take leave for that or not... Though I really feel bad if I don't go to KL... Because it's for Wan's birthday and apparently I haven't been with him lately :/

I will stop right here. Hope everyone's having a good Tuesday :)

<3

Bla bla bla

2010-02-05T18:15:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow readers (If I do have any that is)

And so, updates of my not so interesting life. TRYING to finish up my biggest doodle and now I'm actually starting on another one for a friend who wants it for her place.

I'm feeling so dry right now. Pay day is out only by next week, on the 12th which is so fuckin early. I'll be heading to Bali on the 22nd and possibly straight to Kuching after that... Then Singapore to catch Paramore, early in march... Hopefully I'd still have enough money for that trip! Then KL end of March, this, shouldn't be a problem coz by then salary is out. HECTIC! and It's only the early year. Like I said, 2010 is going to be such a big roller coaster ride. Who's with me on that?

Wednesday

2010-01-27T09:17:00.002+08:00

A very good morning...! I am currently very much annoyed with a certain someone right now. Have a good day :)

chilling

2010-01-15T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hello world.

So, I've been home, since I got home from work yesterday morning... Which Is a good thing although It is boring. No point on heading out when you're dead broke and everyone else is busy right? Thinking of heading out for a jog but I'm worried that It might rain when I jog half way :/ It's been raining almost everyday non stop now.

OK, I just had a thought, If I do go out for a jog, It's gonna be wet and dirty!

I'm gonna stop right here. I just realized that this, is the most, unnecessary post ever :p

Good bye 2009, hello 2010

2009-12-30T17:39:00.002+08:00

Time had gone by so fast, next thing you know I'm hitting the 30.

2009 had it's ups and downs, like how every year would be but the best thing this year, is, I still have my friends by me and even made new ones although I won't be there with them for the countdown, I'll be with the family, which means... You know what that means.

I'd like to wish everyone happy new year. Let 2010 be another memorable year, in which, I know It would be for me :)

work

2009-12-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

One thing I don't like about ambulance call at work is that, one, If the person is BADLY BADLY injured, two, they panic like CRAZY and curse at you (had one guy cursing at me once and he was dead drunk), third... the smell of their blood... BUT all those things I mentioned... is a pretty worth thing to go through because, by the end of those hectic calls... I feel good... Just like the last one I had tonight...

Reached work exactly at 7pm and next thing I know, the PA went on announcing that there's an RTA (road traffic accident)and one old lady was badly injured... She was grabbing my hand so tightly all the way to the hospital, and in between she kept looking at me with this will-I-be-OK-look... and so, I nodded and said you'll be alright, we're right here. I kinda choked on that. Hopefully she's doing alright right now...

and more of that for me to encounter.

and some clicks

2009-12-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

nothing fancy... just looove to play around with the contrast

This was taken in Australia... God, I miss that place!

The latest doodle dee doo dum

2009-12-23T21:48:00.001+08:00

Barely done but getting there...

Not my 200 to keep

2009-12-22T13:05:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings. Hope everyone's doing good good, though I know there are a few people who's having the flu. Get well soon :)

And so, I've pretty much started on the big ass canvas that my dear friend, Naj, gave me. Had fun doodling on it, though it made me sleepy the next day (apparently, slept late thinking I'd finish it within a couple of hours). I was working on it when I was back at home (Bandar) and right now, I'm back in KB, working... Didn't bring the canvas along because I know that I wouldn't be able to work on it because, firstly, I'd be at work most of the time and secondly, I'd be sleepy and tired most of the time.

Anyways, speaking of the 'not my 200 to keep' I kinda lost $200 :/ gave my sister the 200 to deposit it in her card so I could use it to book a ticket online to Kuching and apparently when I filling in the details and shit, It got detained so I guessed that my booking didn't go through, and so I went to the airport and purchased the ticket and little did I know, the booking DID go through (I only knew the next day after I got the ticket!!!) SO YEH. sigh. Oh well...

Hope I'll enjoy Kuching. Will be heading there in about a few days... 25th till 28th :)

Alright, will stop here and upload the latest doodle here soon. yes, SOON.

Have a good day.

And it's a Mondaaay

2009-12-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

I've not updated on my doodles... Yet... Becaaause I've been busy with WORK and 'socializing' apparently and I've seriously been trying to squeeze in my time for them doodles but haven't exactly started finished on the last one I did... But I will asap! I haven't even start on the BIG one! Need to go to that art shop first and then I'm gonna go crazy...

How's your Monday going? Mine, was alright, not exactly having the Monday blues in which I am sure most people would be having, especially, after a fun weekend. Am I right? I'm sure I am :p my weekend was fun and chilled... Got to meet new people and surprisingly half of them knew me, well, they know my sisters, so yes.

Alright, I'm gonna stop right here. Keep on the look out for the next doodle :) till then. Have a good good night.

The weekend is here

2009-11-20T14:11:00.002+08:00

It's such a quiet day today. Been quiet since yesterday actually, not that I'm complaining or anything. So, it's the 20th... PAYDAY!!! and BONUS!!! yay-ness... The first thing I wanna get when I'm done with work is... DJ HERO BABY! Ooh yeh... Can't wait to get my and on it :D

Pretty much, here's the plan for my Friday night. Getting off work by 7pm, gonna hit the store straight after that, fill up gas for Jenny (my car), head home, and by this time would probably be around... 7.30+? By then my friend, John and his guys would probably be at my place and If they're alright with it I might give the Dj Hero a try for abit :p and then shower, get all dressed up... and off we go to have an awsome night... and oh I am so gonna dance the night away :) wait, that reminds me, I need to go to the money changer. hmmm...

And to Ash, just incase you're reading this, I've been pretty much working and doodling and yes, one of them canvas like thingy will be given for your office :p I was going to reply your messege but the laptop I was using sucked... my laptop's still in the ICU... It'll be done by next week, HOPEFULLY... The laptop I mean, not the doodles haha... As for that one, I'm not so sure when I'll be done with it... But will defo let you know :)

The day is going oh so slow, please move abit faster... yawn.

Have an awsome weekend people :) be safe!

Monday

2009-11-16T10:55:00.002+08:00

Somehow It feels like Its a Sunday. I guess It's just because I'm not working and that I feel so lazy... but I hope, your Monday is doing alright :)

Was out with the family for a movie, watched 2012, It's kind of scary knowing that It's not impossible for it to happen. Watching it made me appreciate life more and made me think of the things I've done, but you know, I'm human and we tend to make stupid mistakes and tend to change our minds easily... what I'm saying is, some people may change and some people may not. Yes, I'm rambling non-sense so I think I'll stop right there.

Another doodle will be posted up soon, hopefully by then my laptop will be fine. I'm thinking of either getting it fixed or buy another one. Did I mention that earlier?

Anyways, happy Monday people, drive safe and buckle up! seriously.

Hello

2009-11-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging much. Been pretty much busy with work... It's sucking up my life.

I'm at work now actually, and I'm just trying out posting up through my phone... Eventually my laptop got raped by a virus so yes, sigh. Gotta send it for repair soon. I miss it.

I'm seriously dead right now, as in, dead tired. I can't wait to be home with the family and sleep till the afternoon

Hope you guys are enjoying your weekends...

Till then, be safe! :)

Bye crazy weekend, hello reality

2009-11-09T10:57:00.002+08:00

And so, another week... Monday. My Monday is going on not so badly since I'm pretty not working today and that I did not have to wake up shit early and things like that...

My laptop's not working, (FUCK!!!) whenever and try and on it, it would either go blank or It'd just be stuck with the word acer on the screen... now I'm thinking... A new laptop or should I just get this one fixed? will see...

Weekend went by so fast somehow... was pretty much a crazy night for me, crazy fun... though there was some unnecessary thing that happened BUT It's all good. One thing that bummed me out was that, I kinda felt like I miss out on something, half of the time. Damn it. Another thing that bummed me out was that... I brought my camera along and I did not even take a picture with the rest! So pretty much I've to wait for the pictures from Mr.Hambri and Fydah/Koo :) other than that... I do hope they all had fun... and next year, will be just another one :)

I'm off to try and think of a way to fix my laptop now... Happy Monday people :p

Doodlee dee doo dum #2

2009-11-04T06:13:00.007+08:00

Morning world, here's another one of them 'doodles' I did... Just got it done last night and I was half sleepy when I was finishing it. Found it hard for me to stop.

Think the pictures seems kinda dark though :/

A quiet Monday

2009-11-02T13:31:00.002+08:00

I could hear... Birds chirping outside, the air-con humming silently, big sister spraying on some perfume on... the sound of me, typing on the laptop. The sister seems like she's heading out soon and that would leave me and Estella (the cat, who apparently looks like a big white rat) home alone... Right-o the sister is out. It's so quiet!

Anyways, I was on msn and came across this interesting ad about this 6 year old girl, who had brain cancer and before she died she took the time to write down notes and hid them in places around the house, and till now, the parents would pretty much find them. The little girl passed away, If I'm not mistaken, about a few days before (or was it after?) her birthday. Her parents made a journal about it, called notes left behind, and I am eyeing on that one. She's pretty artistic and smart when I was going through the info about her. More info about this girl, Elena, and the book, visit http://www.notesleftbehind.com

I'm half done with my doodle but as I was finishing it, my pen ran out of ink :s so boo! will continue on that when I get to KB coz apparently my pens are there at my place.

I think I'll sleep my way through the day. Everyone seems busy. More reason for me to get all excited for the 7th right? :)

Laters.

unaimed

2009-10-30T19:08:00.002+08:00

This blog was suppose to help me out with my drawings, wait, I don't exactly call it drawings, I call them doodles... so yes, help me out with my doodles. I tend to forget! And I have not exactly been doodling much lately because apparently, I've been busy with work, work and more work and when then when the time when I don't have work, It's usually the time for me to catch up with sleep, friends and family :/ BUT now that I am at home and I don't exactly have anything to do, (and the fact that I've decided to stay home today) I might as well doodle something. Yes, that's what I'm gonna do... soon.

Right, I'm off to doodlee doo dum dee

A piece of my mind

2009-10-20T17:33:00.002+08:00

Here I am alone again in the living room with the TV watching me instead of me watching it. Made of honor is playing on HBO and the Jane Austin book club was playing before it, was supposedly a good movie but I was not really paying attention to it because here is the laptop in front of me and chatted away with Hazel, D and Tyx for a little while...

I've about half an hour plus till I've to hit the shower and off to work... Not really looking forward for that one and also working on the 29th because I've to conduct a fire prevention course thing and I'm not really big on this group because my Malay sucks and I doubt that they're that fluent in English so yeah. But what I am really looking forward to is November the 7th :) It's this annual November party thing that my friends and I do, this year would be our second one and the theme is going to be dress to IMPRESS. Last year was a gossip girl theme. So yes, I cannot wait for that one and dance the night away.

I haven't got anything to wear for that night but I do have an idea, thanks to my dear friend, Rafaa :) hopefully I'll be able to find it though... Will be shopping away for it in Malaysia~ flying off there the day after tomorrow... Not excited as much as I used to though but oh well.

I think I should be putting in the chat box thing, maybe soon.

God, it is so boring and quiet being alone here most of the time.

Alright, I'm gonna smoke my time away.

Hope you people are having a good day :)

Till then, I'm out...

Random things, random day

2009-10-17T00:20:00.003+08:00

Ok, so Its about 1.30am so pretty much it's another day right? OK I'm gonna say yesterday instead of today... heh... so anyways, yesterday was a random and fun day. Started off kind of early because I woke up early than usual and was online with a friend of mine, Hazel and then told me to have lunch with her and our two other friends... and then pretty much cruised around with Naj while wan and Hazel had to go work.

Naj and I were pretty much jobless, and then eventually just went home at around 2pm. Just as I got home, Dean IM'd me about the photoshoot and so I thought ok, what the heck let's just do it then since I'm in Bandar... I wasnt in my vain mode BUT eventually later on I did :) haha it was fun and they're awsome... Can't wait to see the pictures. Here's one of them...
awsome possum :) and then hungout with them pinoys and hazel, like good old times :) I love... Ok, I getting tired to type now and gonna chat with dana... good night world :)

Ramblings

2009-10-15T18:13:00.003+08:00

Hello to you... I'll be uploading my other doodle work after my laptop's done reading my hard drive. These doodles of mine fyi can also be seen in my Facebook account. So, to the ones who has already seen it, new ones will be uploaded soon when I'm done doodling it :p

How's your day? Mine is alright, Got up at around 2pm I think, though I got up from a few texts being sent and I couldn't reply because I was out of credit... Bleh.

My friend will be picking me up soon, and just gonna chill out and kill ourselves with them sticks. Before I go, here's one of the other doodles.

and this was done at work during theory class, I got so lost and ended up doodling this one instead, under these swirly red, white and black thingies are actually some calculations that I was suppose to work on haha :p

and now, I am off to take a shower and head out, hope you peeps have a good day :)

Doodlee dee upload #1

2009-10-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

This was meant for someone I went out with but eventually something happened and now looking back at it, thank god I did not give it away :p

so called first entry

2009-10-11T20:02:00.000+08:00

Alright, honestly speaking, I did make a blog before and somehow and eventually I got so busy and forgot about it and then made a post which is similar like this. I think I've renewed a few blogs a couple of times BUT this time around, I will try my best to stay on track with this one. Updates, random ramblings, latest work of my doodles and those kind of shits...

I got home from work an hour ago, and I haven't showered :) yay-ness haha. Alright, I'm gonna bedazzle up this blog thingy majiggy. Type in soon.